So today was a super lazy day for me..... since mother nature has decided to kick my ass this week, I've been a complete bum! Reading a book a got from the library recently [Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher-- good freakin book!!!!!] and since the cable is off this week, i decided to watch the 2nd half of One Tree Hill- season 3 and then started on season 4..... Told y'all i be being a super bum!
Anyway... i was on facebook earlier.. and started to realize I've lost touch with soooo many people in just a few months! I took a little hiatus from FB to try to focus more on school and other things i was involved in last semester.... and at some point i stopped communicating with sooo many people. It wasn't until today, after messaging 3 diff people that i realized how much i have been excluding myself from people, from life. I feel bad about it.. I literally let certain aspects of my life over shadow other parts and i unconsciously shut people out... found out one friend/acquittance is engaged! An old from from TX is about to have a baby (<--- that's 9 months of no communication right there!!). Granted, i did get in contact with an old [like back to 5th grade old] friend last week, but that was only after having her number for more than a year!!! Thank God her number didn't change.
One main thing i want to do this year is reconnect with the people I've lost contact with/ stopped talking to within the last months.... The last thing i would want to happen is to one day hear that person is no longer here or they've moved or the number is different or anything. So that will obviously mean LESS PROCRASTINATION, less blogging... better time management... making time for those that i would've been too 'busy' to do something with. I don't want to look back and think "oh what if i had kept in touch with this person, or that person. How would my life be different."
.... wow.. this is prob the longest blog I've written that's not some kinda challenge.... idk if that's good or not...