Thursday, October 11, 2012

10 Day You Challenge - 8 Fears

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Continuing on with the 10 Day You Challenge, today's post will be about my 8 fears.. If you're checking out my blog for the first time you can read my 9 Loves and 10 Secrets as well. Also be sure to head over to Blog Love Therapy to join in on the link-up.


1. Cockroaches! - Living in Texas I saw my fair share of this disgusting little critters and they freak me the fuck out! There's just no way around it! *cringe*
2. Not falling in love -- I'm dated a hand full of guys I my time... None of which I loved. All were very short lived; either the guy cheated or the relationship wasn't what I wanted/needed. Either way they all ended within months. ,
3. Becoming "over weight" again. After loosing 40 pounds last year and then gaining 10, I sometimes worry that I'll fall back into my old eating habits and continue to gain weight. Which will ultimately effect my health for the worst
4. Being stuck in a dead-end job. You know the jobs that only pay minimum wage and you are never able to move up in?? Now I'm not complaining about the job I currently have. I hope to either move up to a higher position or get a job with another company that I can turn into a career.
5. Failing. Throughout my college years I sometimes got so overwhelmed that I would freak out and start thinking I was a failure because of small setbacks. Basically I don't want to leave this world and the people I know think I failed at something
6. Heights - I can ride in an airplane no problem, Sit in a train car as it elevates above the ground..... But roller coasters, bundee jumping. hot air balloons? HECK NO! Can't do it! I freak out tooo bad
7. Talking in front of a large crowd - I've given more group project/individual presentations since middle school yet it still rattles my darn nerves!!! I get butterflies and think everyone is going to laugh at me. God forbid if I start stuttering.... it'll be a wrap
8.Not having children - this one kinda connects with #2. Granted a serious relationship is necessary to produce a baby however, that how I'd like my story to play out... fall in love, get married, have a baby. I'm just old school like that.

4 comments:

  1. I hate cockroaches too! I dated three guys...and the one I ended up with in the end I dated twice..Its a long story. Maybe if you're not finding the guy then you just haven't looked in the right place? I totally understand the weight fear! I lost 30 lbs. this past year and sometimes worry about gaining it back...mines was because of a medicine change, but it can still be devestating! Just make sure you dont buy a lot of junk foods! Pick up 'healthier' alternatives. I worry about not having children either...but that's because I was in a car wreck and my body has gone through a lot and I haven't looked into seeing if that's something I will be able to do or not.

    I love your list though! I will be reading your other ones too! :)

    I am stopping over from the link up at BlogLoveTherapy!

    Helen
    Blue Eyed Beauty Blog
    Exercise Encouragement Group blog

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  2. thanks for the comment! Yes your're right I probably right that I'm looking in the wrong places. I'm sorry about your car accident hopefully everything works out the way you want. As for the junk food I try to stear clear, buy fruit and nuts when I'm craving oreos. lol

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  3. You're welcome! Usually that is the case...try something new, or don't look at all...that's how I found mine! :) Oh my gosh! I LOVE oreos! They're like a twice a year thing I allow myself to eat haha.

    Helen
    Blue Eyed Beauty Blog
    Exercise Encouragement Group blog

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  4. haha love your #7. Same here. No matter how prepared I am, when I get in front of the crowd I feel like I am going to faint. I don't know what I get so nervous...

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